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MY PATH.................................................

A soul can lead into millions of directions and feel still restless because some part of soul merges with possibilities of profit into specific directions. A small part of soul simply attaches self with the human conditions and life possibilities and this finally lead to the path of destruction. However hard there a person try out but truly cant escape from this vicious circle because senses are more powerful than soul itself. Senses can create a complete picture there, which sounds tough for soul to create because soul can only see the blurred picture there and got no senses of self to justify and judge what is true for its own growth and salvation.


A tiny part of soul dilutes with the senses itself which are trained to avail the profitable businesses of life and thus soul deteriorates itself and suffers a great deal of pain. Am I truly born to avail only happiness here or Am I subject to human pain? Millions of questions at a time hit my human mind and it creates ways, ideas to justify self and I change its definitions time to time in order to save my ego against the true meaning of nature and identity. System is updating itself again and again and it is a life long process. Mostly it fails in a course of time leaving senseless life to explore and talk much about later.


Stars never changed, Flowers are still same and moon is still there, nothing much changed around but only one thing changed into all this and it’s my own shadow. Every Year my own shadow is running away from my own body and I am finding myself pretty much away from my own soul. I run here and there and then run back to catch my own soul but again something else attracts my senses and I again leave my soul behind and run for the desired object and into this hide and seek game neither am truly hiding nor seeking.


What is weak and what is strong?
Whatever will lure me and degrade me is weak and the action opposing this degradation is something strong. People usually fall for something they never wish in their lives and I have seen this lot in my life and sometime this makes me think too much because I have seen tears at long last.


Am I subject to this sort of life or I will concrete self against living life like this.
Somewhere some words taken from Sermon of Matthew 7:14 hit my mind.


“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.”


And we all know everything but we still fall for destruction.


And as it is said that destruction has a free will, it will allow me to feel free, broad minded, it won’t need any transformation and there I can carry anything I want. The space available there is so big that I can run anywhere I want, I can gore people too and my weak face will always appreciate such liberty.
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BUT


What is weak and what is strong?
Whatever will lure me and degrade me is weak and the action opposing this degradation is something strong. People usually fall for something they never wish in their lives and I have seen this lot in my life and sometime this makes me think too much because I have seen tears at long last.


“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.”
( Matthew 7:14)

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Shani Ajmera

Shani Ajmera am 12.6.11 22:34

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