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WHISKY..........


Which love shall I talk about,
The dead, Forgotten,
Abhorred,
Or,
My love for whisky.

The death was the first one,
Forgotten many my thee,
Abhorred some that I never talk about,
But I love whisky.

I drink everyday,
I drink till I fall to sleep,
Sometime singing,
Sometime angry,
Showing different facade.

Just,
Whisky.

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Shani Ajmera

NOSTALGIC


Little tipsy,
Just to seek,
The days all behind me,
still sing for me.

Am just a lil silent today,
I guess,
Am Nostalgic.

Too Nostalgic to understand my present,
Too Nostalgic to live,
Come those days back to me,
Meet me at least in my dreams.

Cuz,
Am just a lil silent today,
I guess,
Am Nostalgic.

Running with other kids,
Falling for someone when you are 15,
Running for the kites wildly,
Running for just nothing.

Were the days,
Heart craves for,
I guess,
I am just feeling,
N.O.S.T.A.L.G.I.C

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Shani Ajmera

Am Free..............................

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The breathes of Autumn,
Die of waiting for Spring,
In cold so winter thou carry,
Carry love I carried free,
Free my soul is,
Long for nothing my Thee.

Am Free.

And,
Am Free,
Of the longing I Had,
Of the love I carried free.

Am Free.

And,
Am Free,
Of the touch you Feel,
Am Free of the touch that heal.

And,
Am a wound,
Am the blister,
Net your heart cherish,
Am free of the pain you have ever had,
Am free of the pain,
You Feel.

Am Free.

And,
Am Free,
Of the longing I Had,
Of the love I carried free.

Am Free.

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Shani Ajmera

Dreams

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Hartal jaave jag na bhaave,
Ni mann kal kal bas tarse jaave,
Laagan vich jo dil jo rundhe,
Ro Ro tu maahe kaahe tadpaave.

Ro Ro tu maahe kaahe tadpaave.

Sapnan ankhiyan hai,
Yi ankhiyan sapnan hai,
Ratt Ratt gori nava hai aave,
Kal Kal bas jo tarse Jaave.

Kal Kal bas jo tarse Jaave.

Ni main maanus na ban jogi,
Rul Rul jaanu ki mann bhaave,
Jaavan de hik haur tu mann bhogi,
Kal tenu si kun apna su laage.

Kal tenu si kun apna su laage.

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AND NOW A THOUSAND YEARS BETWEEN.........................

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60 seconds spent with you,
Brought me minutes,
And minutes lost into you,
Turned hours,
And hours made those days,
I never could count,
Weeks, months or years.

And now a thousand years between.

And I never could ask the moonlight,
Why don’t you be my light?
I never could ask for a day,
Forget about this life.

And now a thousand years between.

And now a thousand years between,
I would count every moment,
I would ask to every second,
When would you go?

Because,
Spending 60 seconds with you,
Would bring me minutes,
And minutes would turn hours,
And hours would make those days,
I never would count,
Weeks, months or years.

And I would meet you,
Just are now a thousand years between.

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Shani Ajmera

WITHERED.............................................

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It’s fall,
I am withered again,
Raining eyelids couldn’t help me much,
I am withered again.

I am withered again.

Summer somewhere I feel,
I feel this heat immense,
I never wished this winter to run over my soul,
So cold things I feel again.

I am withered again.

Forget spring,
No flower would bloom again,
This heart has got enmity with everything,
This soul would have no “Season” again.

I am withered again.

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Shani Ajmera

SOUL IS LEAVING INTO BITS AND PIECES......................

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Soul is leaving into bits and pieces,
Broken half just cries behind,
It’s tough to cease sea of tears,
Drowning every second my life.

Drowning every second my life.

Float oh you float my body,
Soul is leaving you every second,
Soon would you float from one place to another,
And you would find your peace.

And you would find your peace.

Let go self,
Let yourself go easy,
Holding on would turn words into tears,
No one would ever read this.

No one would ever read this.

Roads are lonesome,
Directions have lost their senses,
I have forgotten myself everywhere,
Not a soul would ever have this.

Not a soul would ever have this.

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Shani Ajmera

I DONT NEED MUCH...........................................

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To forget the world around me,
I don’t need much,
I just need to think about you,
And everything turns blurred,
I don’t need much to be with you,
In seconds I can forget self,
In seconds I go to a different world.

To forget the world around me,
I don’t need much.


A world where exists nothing;
What I can touch,
My soul can feel you every second,
I don’t need much.
This existence is the cause of “Human”pain,
And I bear much.

But,
To forget the world around me,
I don’t need much.


Sometime I wonder,
If something else matters most,
I tried everything,
But I had bad luck,
Nothing in the world brings me peace,
Except your touch,
Except your touch.
Gather this world;
Gather all belongings,
Somewhere I live with you in a “CIPHER”,
No one can touch.
No one can touch.

And,
To forget this world around me,
I don’t need much.
I don’t need much.

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Shani Ajmera

GO ON LOSING...................................


It’s like losing;
You lose your heart,
Planting cactus deep inside,
Feeling thorns much hard,
Go on losing,
Go on losing,
Go on losing my heart.

Somewhere along the sea;
I walk I walk,
Drowning self into Deep Ocean,
I am losing my part,
Go on losing,
Go on losing,
Go on losing my heart.

A little desire,
Into your heart,
Sometime can make you down,
You feel going far somewhere,
And feel pain in your heart,
Standing alone,
Waiting days and nights,
You look at the sky;
You feel no ground there,
And you fall and you fall,
My heart.

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Shani Ajmera

INVISIBLE..................................



Back to soul,
After traveling world,
Going In,
Going deep,
Physical world got no hands to hold.
My Soul ; My Soul.

Oh soul so invisible,
You fight mirrors,
Mirrors never show shadow,
So invisible you stand there,
This is your role.
My Soul ; My Soul.

Soul is blind,
Could never see there mirror got two eyes,
Mirror can see everything,
Just this soul is blind,
Muffle self,
Someone might see your soul,
I have so much fear again,
Still there are so many mirrors in this world whole.
My Soul ; My Soul.

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Shani Ajmera

A LITTLE SADNESS.............



A little devil inside your heart,
Would create a little mess,
Would bring the sadness out of your heart,
Would make a silent face.

A little sadness.

And so painful this journey becomes,
When millions of thoughts hit my mind,
Clog somewhere my own identity,
I would surely lose this race.

A little sadness.

Deleting self ; Deleting self,
I can’t delete my own map,
My thoughts wander from one page to another,
Better erase “Him” next.

A little sadness.

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Shani Ajmera

A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE DIVINE.............



एक रिश्ता पाक सा टूटती साँसें बाँध जाएगा,
हलक से निकलती रूह मेरी,
हर तरफ छूटता दामन,
फिर भी मुझे थाम जाएगा,
एक रिश्ता पाक सा.

बाँधू मन और कहाँ,
ठहर सी गई है ज़िन्दगी मेरी,
चलते चल,
चलते चल,
कोई रूह तो देखेगी मेरी दूर जाती रूह को,
हर रस्ते पर मुझे वो भूल जाएगा ,
यही फितरत तो है इंसा मुफलिसी,
टूटती आँखें,
फिर भी वो मुझे देख जाएगा,
एक रिश्ता पाक सा.

दस रास्ते दस बातें दस इजाज़तें,
और मेरी साँसें,
अनगिनत गिनतियाँ गिनते गिनते,
थक ही जाती है,
फिर चलती है गिरते पड़ते,
शायद होना वजह,
है मेरे पास,
एक रिश्ता पाक सा.

© Shani Ajmera

Shani Ajmera