World of written words
AND NOW A THOUSAND YEARS BETWEEN.........................
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60 seconds spent with you,
Brought me minutes,
And minutes lost into you,
Turned hours,
And hours made those days,
I never could count,
Weeks, months or years.
And now a thousand years between.
And I never could ask the moonlight,
Why don’t you be my light?
I never could ask for a day,
Forget about this life.
And now a thousand years between.
And now a thousand years between,
I would count every moment,
I would ask to every second,
When would you go?
Because,
Spending 60 seconds with you,
Would bring me minutes,
And minutes would turn hours,
And hours would make those days,
I never would count,
Weeks, months or years.
And I would meet you,
Just are now a thousand years between.
Shani Ajmera
WITHERED.............................................
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It’s fall,
I am withered again,
Raining eyelids couldn’t help me much,
I am withered again.
I am withered again.
Summer somewhere I feel,
I feel this heat immense,
I never wished this winter to run over my soul,
So cold things I feel again.
I am withered again.
Forget spring,
No flower would bloom again,
This heart has got enmity with everything,
This soul would have no “Season” again.
I am withered again.
Shani Ajmera
SOUL IS LEAVING INTO BITS AND PIECES......................
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Soul is leaving into bits and pieces,
Broken half just cries behind,
It’s tough to cease sea of tears,
Drowning every second my life.
Drowning every second my life.
Float oh you float my body,
Soul is leaving you every second,
Soon would you float from one place to another,
And you would find your peace.
And you would find your peace.
Let go self,
Let yourself go easy,
Holding on would turn words into tears,
No one would ever read this.
No one would ever read this.
Roads are lonesome,
Directions have lost their senses,
I have forgotten myself everywhere,
Not a soul would ever have this.
Not a soul would ever have this.
Shani Ajmera
I DONT NEED MUCH...........................................
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To forget the world around me,
I don’t need much,
I just need to think about you,
And everything turns blurred,
I don’t need much to be with you,
In seconds I can forget self,
In seconds I go to a different world.
To forget the world around me,
I don’t need much.
A world where exists nothing;
What I can touch,
My soul can feel you every second,
I don’t need much.
This existence is the cause of “Human”pain,
And I bear much.
But,
To forget the world around me,
I don’t need much.
Sometime I wonder,
If something else matters most,
I tried everything,
But I had bad luck,
Nothing in the world brings me peace,
Except your touch,
Except your touch.
Gather this world;
Gather all belongings,
Somewhere I live with you in a “CIPHER”,
No one can touch.
No one can touch.
And,
To forget this world around me,
I don’t need much.
I don’t need much.
Shani Ajmera
GO ON LOSING...................................
It’s like losing;
You lose your heart,
Planting cactus deep inside,
Feeling thorns much hard,
Go on losing,
Go on losing,
Go on losing my heart.
Somewhere along the sea;
I walk I walk,
Drowning self into Deep Ocean,
I am losing my part,
Go on losing,
Go on losing,
Go on losing my heart.
A little desire,
Into your heart,
Sometime can make you down,
You feel going far somewhere,
And feel pain in your heart,
Standing alone,
Waiting days and nights,
You look at the sky;
You feel no ground there,
And you fall and you fall,
My heart.
Shani Ajmera
INVISIBLE..................................
Back to soul,
After traveling world,
Going In,
Going deep,
Physical world got no hands to hold.
My Soul ; My Soul.
Oh soul so invisible,
You fight mirrors,
Mirrors never show shadow,
So invisible you stand there,
This is your role.
My Soul ; My Soul.
Soul is blind,
Could never see there mirror got two eyes,
Mirror can see everything,
Just this soul is blind,
Muffle self,
Someone might see your soul,
I have so much fear again,
Still there are so many mirrors in this world whole.
My Soul ; My Soul.
Shani Ajmera
A LITTLE SADNESS.............
A little devil inside your heart,
Would create a little mess,
Would bring the sadness out of your heart,
Would make a silent face.
A little sadness.
And so painful this journey becomes,
When millions of thoughts hit my mind,
Clog somewhere my own identity,
I would surely lose this race.
A little sadness.
Deleting self ; Deleting self,
I can’t delete my own map,
My thoughts wander from one page to another,
Better erase “Him” next.
A little sadness.
Shani Ajmera
A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE DIVINE.............
एक रिश्ता पाक सा टूटती साँसें बाँध जाएगा,
हलक से निकलती रूह मेरी,
हर तरफ छूटता दामन,
फिर भी मुझे थाम जाएगा,
एक रिश्ता पाक सा.
बाँधू मन और कहाँ,
ठहर सी गई है ज़िन्दगी मेरी,
चलते चल,
चलते चल,
कोई रूह तो देखेगी मेरी दूर जाती रूह को,
हर रस्ते पर मुझे वो भूल जाएगा ,
यही फितरत तो है इंसा मुफलिसी,
टूटती आँखें,
फिर भी वो मुझे देख जाएगा,
एक रिश्ता पाक सा.
दस रास्ते दस बातें दस इजाज़तें,
और मेरी साँसें,
अनगिनत गिनतियाँ गिनते गिनते,
थक ही जाती है,
फिर चलती है गिरते पड़ते,
शायद होना वजह,
है मेरे पास,
एक रिश्ता पाक सा.
Shani Ajmera
Till Your Last Breathe Be...........
Let my love long inside your heart,
Till your last breathe be,
Even death would always make it alive,
In every birth you search me.
Let my love long inside your heart,
Till your last breathe be.
So restless this life would be,
So restless to breathe free,
Weather even won’t show any color,
Black and White this world would be,
As long as you are away,
Away.
From this soul you would be.
Let my love long inside your heart,
Till your last breathe be.
Find me somewhere inside your heart,
Or find me through the words I write,
Millions of eyes would read my words here,
My eyes are still waiting for you my peace.
Let my love long inside your heart,
Till your last breathe be.
Shani Ajmera
DRIZZLING MOONLIGHT ROSE PETALS................
Drizzling moonlight,
Rose petals,
The songs in nights I sing for you,
Oh make these nights so beautiful my lord,
So in every birth souls just meet true.
Meet true oh you love of my heart,
Rose petals,
Drizzling moonlight,
And the words I sing,
Calling you,
Oh make these nights so beautiful my lord,
So in every birth you meet me,
And I meet you.
Seven planes are in this existence,
I live into the lowest one,
Being with you take me to the heaven,
So why I need the......... highest one?
Hold my hand and walk with me,
I love you,
And I love you true.
Drizzling moonlight,
Rose petals,
The songs in nights I sing for you.
Oh make these nights so beautiful my lord,
So in every birth souls just meet true,
I Meet you,
And I meet you.
Shani Ajmera
MY SOUL WOULD FACE YOU...............................
And the so beautiful those days be,
The days I have always dreamt about,
And the moon throwing light upon,
Those little ferries.
You just sit beside me,
And gaze my face,
My eyes would fall in love with you,
Would forget the human race.
You talk a little there,
I would love to tease you,
You would try to run behind me,
And the love would chase you,
How long we run together,
Grey hair would tell you,
If I didn’t have life anymore,
My soul would face you.
My soul would face you.
My soul would face you.
Shani Ajmera
METAPHYSICS OF SOUL CHEMISTRY- A Soulful Journey (Part 2)
23 years have brought much into her life and although she was at the dawn of her 50’s but she looked more energetic, alive, peaceful, confident and happy in her demeanor.
She was tall, slender and grey hair suited her personality. Her style changed with the outcomes of life and today she was a successful mentor, a guru, and philosophist. Who was heading many of the philosophical societies and even excelled into the field of psychology. Her work and success with her clients have brought her much name and respect into Neo Thought generation. She had clients from various countries, heading from personal to professional arenas of life. Her work and research had been appreciated and published and talked much into all walks of life.
And today she was going to speak about the Dark Side of human beings at a conference, which was held to elaborate the work she had put into her new book.
What actually is Dark? Is it a substance, object, thoughts or feeling? Darkness overpasses human continuity and has different shades and forms.
It comes in a form of creative solitude. There is a darkness of sudden loss of hope and virtue. Depression and demoralization of specified character; it could be loss of loss of love or a death. It shows the distorted, broken and destructive aspects of human actions.
Darkness is evil because evil always diminishes one’s or another’s ability to function.
Human darkness takes the normality for granted.
It deals with excessive exploitation of the innocent and resources; cruelty towards the appreciation. Darkness talks about the lost loves and love never found; the things we should have said; the paths we could have taken the regrets and all things we have missed but it prevents to see what really light looks like.
Darkness is so cold; full of fear and loneliness that a person always tries to gather more and more which makes a person tough to see light around. It is dualistic in nature; it creates paradoxes in life and let person live into dilemma where person itself loses the track of genuine thoughts and prepare self to head towards darker area.
So unattractive, unfulfilled, repulsive this darkness sounds!
How a person can differentiate between the dark and light when he or she has possessed self with much delirium around. Darkness is weak; and makes a person dysfunctional.
If there is darkness into your room would you let anyone come in? And what if you let anyone enter in? What would happen? How would you know who is knocking your door?
What if that unknown knocking your door is evil or light itself? Would you wait for the light to come? Would you make that unknown knock your door for long and run over your thoughts? Or would you light a candle?
You never know until you hold a candle in your own hand to see your path and path of activities around.
Metaphysics is abstruse and questions; what is there and what is it [...] like?
And she was ready for the conference as this was the last thing in her schedule to do as she wanted a break for self; a vacation to explore beauty of unknown identity of human beings which has been veiled for years
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Chapter 1.
(And the story begins here; story of few lives which were somewhere entangled together, mystification of their identities and the language of signs and supernatural which would explore secrets and attract unexplainable.)
..........Be Continued.............
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